the anatomy of a conversation between zach and...
rosy: <statement regarding zach’s feelings toward her> zach: <statement to the contrary> rosy: <accusation of slander> zach: <continued support of his previous statement> rosy: <declaration of desire to end friendship> zach: <nullification of rosy’s declaration> rosy: :’[
i'm borderline giddy
if all goes according to plan, i should be fulfilling a dream i’ve had for quite some time on tuesday. my dad would not approve, which is why he does not know. he also doesn’t know that he told me to do it. he said i needed to “see the world, go have adventures, get out of the house.” i said “okay.” and he thought i was talking about camping.
this is not a suicide note
skip this post if you wish to maintain the illusion that i am strong. i knew my dad would eventually date after my mom died, i just wasn’t prepared for how soon. i know he didn’t love my mom, he told me so, but i suppose a part of me really believed that he would remember why he married her. there was no such luck, and he was already with someone less than a month after the...
the end of my proverbial rope is in sight
i tried really hard today, and i still can’t remember the last time i was actually happy.
you mean the world to me. i feel like i really can say anything to you and your opinion of me will stay the same. i’m comfortable talking to you more than anyone else, and if i didn’t have you, i can’t quite imagine how i would function. say you’re a bad person all you want; all you’ve ever shown me is love. if you had any idea just how much you have helped me and...
this happens quite a lot
Adam: can you imagine
[01: 41:42] … what it must be like
[01: 41:45] … to be a beatle
Vivien // ▲: not really
[01: 41:55] … its hard to imagine
Adam: it is
[01: 42:16] … there hasn't really been such a popular band since them
Vivien // ▲: i always try to think of one
[01: 42:52] … but its impossible
[01: 43:01] … the only person as big was michael jackson
[01: 43:03] … i think.
Adam: i think michael jackson comes pretty close
[01: 43:07] … o_o
Vivien // ▲: O;O
Adam: i love you
Vivien // ▲: LOL
[01: 43:18] … i want your children
[01: 43:21] … babies
Vivien // ▲: i want your babies.
a somewhat morbid ambition
i was reading a little bit about michael jackson’s funeral today. nothing really jumped out at me until i read that he was to be buried at forest lawn cemetery. being the completely normal, by-no-means-unusual sixteen-year-old boy that i am, i immediately associated that location with walt disney. contrary to the popular myth, walt does not currently reside in a box filled with liquid...
things i have actually heard people say that make...
i shouldn’t have to do this because i’m amazing emo boys are hot because they’re not afraid to be individual i love owl city harry potter is just a twilight ripoff isn’t twitter just a dumbed-down version of facebook statuses? photography is my passion i’m so random pikachu is my favorite pokemon if you’re not vegetarian, you’re probably not a...
things that could kill me
myself adult onset diabetes